Category Archives: Subconscious

I Don’t Remember

I don’t remember how I got here. I don’t remember why I came. I can’t even remember my own god damn name! Tell me what to do. Why it has to be so hard. To love this life, To release … Continue reading

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A Little Under the Weather

It’s my turn to be sick.  My sons went with their dad for the weekend, feeling human again after their week long bout with the flu. Mine is not so serious.  Just a cold that’s making me move at a … Continue reading

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Dying Today

Today in meditation I realized that I am dying a little more everyday. I started crying, accepting my own demise. I thought about my mom’s mortality. And how it’s hard for her to accept. I had a better understanding of … Continue reading

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